A simple txt can change everything..

Last night I had a txt it said, "I wish I never have met you, in that way I would have able to sleep in the nights. You know there are very few people who can tell difference between genius and insane. And I can’t sleep knowing how you are throwing all away and for what? I ask for what? For one girl. I simply wish it would have been nice if you would have never exist in my life”

7-8months friendship was ending, I can’t blame for harsh words used in txt. But I kept thinking over this whole night. I wasn’t able to sleep. I was struck with lightning of words “I wish you would have never exist in my life”.  I was actually considering it to be case. Will it have been better if I would have never existed? Oh okay I was drunk but I ask when I am not now a days? Besides it takes a great courage to end so close friendship and alcohol provide exactly the same, courage. Of course my parents would have been neither happy nor sad if I wasn’t born. Well my siblings, they must have liked it. It means more care, accessories, love, space, attention and what not for them. The folks I have defeated in numerous competitions must have enjoyed I am not being there.  I don’t know much about rest of the world but everybody I know must have enjoyed it too. It means one less time they ever got worried, one less time they ever cried, one less time they ever regretted about something, one less heartache…….

142 part II

None of it made any sense to me, only question in my mind for days was who was that girl? She looked so familiar. Days passed and so do weeks I forgot about her busy in life moving on with problems and all you know? I was running late I had to pick doc from her workplace that day I always hated that but no choice she had flat tires. I was in front of some fancy restaurant waiting to signal get clear. And there she was again across the road. This time in white and black I thought I am dreaming but she was there. I moved my bike in parking. she with pack of her possibly friends moved in. It was some once birthday there was cake and they were having fun. I took table inside. Waiter knocked my table twice I was watching her dumbly. Waiter snapped his finger in front of my face suddenly I was in earth. For minute I thought I am in trouble everyone around was staring us but fortunately he pointed towards table, towards my phone it was crying, before I could reach to it and answer call was disconnected I checked my phone it was 29 miscalls and 6 txts all from doc before I could make out anything it started crying again it was doc I answered. Well of course doc was mad at me I disconnected the call; I didn’t know what to do say!! I composed doc a txt with an address where I was. Within 20mins everybody was there doc, enggie and LR, three of them together. By the time birthday party was about to over they were almost done with food too. Check was being called. Everyone was mad at me. I was least bothered though. Suddenly she rose up from her chair with others they were leaving. I followed her dumbly. Enggie holds my hand idk but I had to follow her I dint know anything else. Waiter follows me, he pulls me by my hand just before I was about to exit. I try to move but his grip was firm, I try with some force oh boi his grip was firm! I could escape!! I was frustrated. I gaze him with anger. He smiles and say check. LR was next to us by then, he don’t like anybody putting hands on anyone of us three, besides he likes to fight. When LR was about to put his hands on waiter, I reach for my back pocket. Doc, enggie both are near us, darn I flush with embarrassment. LR hands 100RS bill to waiter. I remember when waiter striked my table 5^th time for order, I ask for coffee. Cup still on table untouched. I storm out of there leaving all four of them laughing behind. There they were, about to take off in autos. I search for my ride. I couldn’t find it. Autos take off. I am still trying to locate my bike. There was my bike I am saved. Doc, LR and enggie all are out too. They follow me LR pulls me by hand it’s impossible to get out of his grip; I couldn’t make it to my ride. Doc asks me why I am acting craze. I tell them we have to follow that auto. Enggie starts walking to other side of parking, in between he yells at doc for keys which doc toss them to enggie. We are chasing autos which stops  at some other exotic place.

love,

This Person Does Not Exist™

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she was across the road in purple and red. traffic was intense may be i was mesmorised i cant help. she was so beautiful.. beautiful full moon face, with cute lil pink nose.. brown eyes and long hairs. i never knew when i was at the other side of road n next to her dont yell at me if i say she smelled like rain.. there are very few gurls of which you notice face than bossom first and yes she was one of them.. i was next to her and she appeared like greek goddess.. i took my own time to admire her with my eyes.. she was white as snow and thin yes if she was more thinner than this i would have put her on table and snorted her.. there was something about her.. brown eyes? i always thought i loved hazzle onces but.. doc was next to me doc yelled at me are you nuts? what were you thinking? you are not even drunk yet!! but i was in my own world lost.. many questions no answers.. engie joined doc they both were yelling at me, calling me names but i was still lost suddenly there some bike stopped next to us.. she hopped on it.. bike took its own sweet time to take speed and she was gone.. i was back back to reality..

love,
This Person Does Not Exist™